Unreality Revealed

I thought I would look into those eyes

and see reality open before me

an unending version of utopia

within the scope of your mind

reflected outward amongst the black of time,

the ever-erring grinding march of flesh,

an opaque chasm of indifference,

solidified cautions and indecision

Only the most beautiful things did i see

when entraped in your company I became

and the affections of this left me catatonic

I couldnt let my eyes drift to anything else...

Did I stare too long?

too dumbfounded to act?

maybe I blinked within moments of need

startled wakedness to your plight

Turned backwards and sideways

in the confusion storm, from the very mind

I wished to have ecstacy

to the clicking of all time

simple mistakes have grown into monsters of abuse

the elective selection of memory

divulges my love as depressed dependancy

and your kisses turn into compulsion

so, the Loyalty I thought was there decieved me

and as I let go of myself, to grasp to you

All that was left

was unreality.